left & leaving
for Illinois this morning.
230 days too late.
i want to save the worms, they are suffocating. everything is drowning beneath me. i hear pale tones and clatter. blue and red. bloodshot and watery. these songs you taught my fingers to dance to. adagio and opposition. lacking in words. listen again, ache at your honesty. pause again, remember my bitterness. “remember me in my opaqueness” 2 hours too early, to try imagine what it...
Friend of the Night - Mogwai
via: Little Bit - Lykke Li
I never thought that this day would come, I shovel you up, grab the bones. If I’d only known so, I’d leave the whole God damn town, you know? You know. Thirty years, no control. Sleeper, my father had grown. Now that I’m fully condoned, I haven’t cried in weeks I hope I do eventually. And I thought that I would not see you. Around every house that I move. But...
Me: I'll be okay as long as this bitch goes away.
Mom: Oh my gosh. I just heard your whole life.
I really need to upload photos now. Shit is getting ridiculous.
weep for yourself, my man, you’ll never be what is in your heart. weep little lion man, you’re not as brave as you were at the start. rate yourself and rape yourself, take all the courage you have left. wasted on fixing all the problems that you made in your own head. but it was not your fault but mine and it was your heart on the line i really fucked it up this time didn’t I, my...